Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Plane crash in a city

It is a recurring dream.  I don't understand it because I love planes and flying.  I have seen a plane crash, but I had the dream before the crash.
This time, I was driving.  I was in a city, I had the instructions to go somewhere.  I needed to be there, but why?  I don't know.   I am looking at a map while at a red light.  I look in my side mirror.  There is a jumbo jet heading towards me.  It is obviously in distress.  I take off, running the red light.  The plane follows.  I desperately drive faster, I can see the plane sliding along the road, destroying everything in it's path.  It's wings are taking out buildings.  I am on the phone to 911 desperately describing everything.  I make a hard right turn.  The plane slides past me and as I try to accelerate down the open road (there are no other cars)  the plane explodes.  My jeep is engulfed in flames.

I have this dream maybe once a year.  Sometimes I am walking down a city street and the plane is skidding along and I run.  Other times I am driving.  I assume it has something to do with circumstances being beyond my control.  It is horrific.  Sometimes I am killed, other times I try to help others, and sometimes I am stuck on 911 not understanding what I am saying.

I have never been afraid of flying, in fact I am excited every time something has gone wrong in a flight.  I love major storms and rough flights.  I always try to sit at the window and I want to sit in the back so if we crash, I can see it.  I don't concern myself with things I can't control.  I just enjoy them.  This dream is disturbing.  I cannot be afraid of flying, I love planes.  Why do I have these dreams?

Saturday, December 21, 2013

A haunted camper

Jered and I were "unhaunting" a mysterious trailer.  It was sitting in a wooded area covered with vines and was about 18 feet long on the outside.  On the inside it had many rooms and floors.  The wooded glade was dark and gloomy but inside the trailer was all mellow golden light and beautiful soft red rugs and antique furniture.

We had to search for a painted portrait of a little girl.  There were ghostly people who wandered through the rooms, and there was a ghost cat and ghost puppy playing together in a hallway.
We found the portrait and took it down from the wall. Suddenly all the lighting disappeared and I found myself in a tiny trailer filled with spiderwebs.

I walked backwards protecting my face to the door to the outside.  When we opened the door and walked out, we were no longer in a wooded glade.  We were in an automobile junkyard.

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Zombie hunting

I was living in a compound that was made up of train cars.  The zombies were capable of talking unless they were in pieces like the pair of feet that was wandering about.  I had no real weapons, just a butcher knife and a stick.  One zombie was a man who I knew.  He spoke to me, and I had no idea he was a zombie until he lunged at me. He grabbed me and scratched at me.  He had long pointed fingernails.  I struggled and escaped.  He went after me.  It was dark, and the train cars were lit by candles.  Very dim.  A little girl looked out of a compartment and the zombie turned to her, I stabbed him in the neck with the knife.  He became angry and went at me again.  I ran.  I found an axe and turned and hacked at his head, but I could not get the axe into the skull through to the brain.  I run and I meet further down the train cars a trader.  He is selling things between the humans and zombies.  He seemed to be a zombie and he was friendly.  He was waiting to see a man and I stood with him.  There was a pair of zombie feet that kept trying to escape the compartment beside where we were standing.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

I was executed in a gas chamber

I was tried for terrorism and condemned to death in the gas chamber along with my husband and some other people.  The gas chamber was a large living room with wood floors and couches.  We sat down and the gas started flowing through.  It was rather acrid.  Everyone simply fell asleep.  I was holding hands with my husband and he gently fell asleep.  I was horrified.  I was the only one left alive.  I sat a while, then got up and left the room.  Everything was empty and silent.  It was dark outside.  I started walking, I wanted to see my son.  I entered the city and walked along.  The lights were all on, but there were no people.  I finally arrived at my son's apt and he was glad to see me, and started showing me his trophies.  He obviously knew nothing of our execution.  I kept expecting to fall down dead, but it didn't happen.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

A murdered man

I was home, lying in bed reading.  Everything was normal.  Suddenly I hear shots ring out and a car peal off.  I heard my front door get bashed in.  Footsteps coming toward my bedroom. I was afraid and pulled the sheets up, I was cut off from escape.  A man staggered in.  He had rough clothes and a white sheet winding around his upper body.  There were three or four bloody holes in the sheet.  He staggered forward and pitched onto the bed.  He weighted my legs down.  I screamed in horror and ran for the front door.  Suddenly all the lights went out and I was in darkness.  All the sharpness went out of everything, and my vision was fuzzy--normal for me when I am not wearing contacts.  I was awake and standing in my living room.  My heart was pounding painfully.  I was so scared.  I crept back to my bedroom, the light was off.  I switched it on, and the bedroom was normal, no body lying across the bed.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

An apt

I was driving to my mall, there were very little parking available.  I find a spot, and have a conversation with the car in front of me about sharing the space.  We both parked, my car on top.  I went to meet my mom at an apt in mall she wanted me to see.  I had a new sister who was pregnant and my mom made arraingements for both of us to stay there until the baby was born.  I  was supposed to watch after the other girl, who I never saw.  The apt looked like the inside of a manor house, but had a wall in the bathroom with hundreds of drawers and closets, there was a huge tub and a tiny vanity.  There was no mirror.  The living room was also filled with drawers and closets. I realized there was no room for my paintings.  I went out into the hall wondering if I could use it to hang my paintings.  I wandered down the hall, there were framed drawings along the wall of strange animals.  All the drawings were ripped and the floor was covered in paper,

Saturday, November 23, 2013

I was held captive

I woke up on a couch in a huge square room.   The doors had no door knobs, and the windows were all greyed out.  There was light coming from above and I wandered around my prison. There was a locked door. There was some old furniture, a desk and a couple of easy chairs and a set of standing shelves.  I went over to the shelves and saw bundles of embroidered linens, obviously vintage. There was also a rolled up tent,and clothing.  On the second shelf there were two pairs of shoes, one pair looked like brocade court shoes.  I put them on my bare feet and then I heard noises.  I peered through the greyed glass and there was a bit that was see through.  I could see several sleeping bags rolled out.  Suddenly a thin beared face peered through.  I jerked back and pulled the curtain over.  I then went to the door window and tried to pear through it.  Below my line of sight was a dark haired head, it was a girl.  I reached over and grabbed a vintage metal hand mirror from somewhere and tried to tap on the glass to let them know I was there.  No noice, I pounded frantically at the door, but if felt solid and I heard nothing.
Next thing I know I am scuddling through a Middle Eastern marketplace in a berka.  There was only veiled women around me.  We all went into a tunnel, where someone stepped on my foot.  It was painful.  At the end of the tunnel there was a military woman who was not veiled.  She motioned up to hurry out.
Next thing I know is that I am back in American garb and I am with a large group of people dressed in military clothing and weapons.  We have to climb a wall of dirt and garbage to get to our destination. I look down and in the dirt was a human jawbone.  I try to tell someone but they hurry me on.
We are at the door of my prison.  It is knocked down, and a man hurries out of the locked door pulling on his clothes.  A girl is lying on the bed crying.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Swimming in ancient Greece

I was in a motorboat traveling across a really deep blue lake.  I dropped anchor and waded to shore.  It was beautful, trees in different shades of green, a white sand beach, and a very blue sky.  I got back into the water and started swimming. There were beautiful Greek temples and the sun was going down.  The temples just glowed in the low light.  I swam towards the middle of the lake.  The lake ended, and looking over the edge, the world was so far down and stretched out forever.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

We meet the God Dagon aka The Monster from the Black Lagoon

Jered and I had a 4 1/2 foot pet Furby.  The three of us went to a combo Harbor Freight/salad bar.  We made salads from a rather weird salad bar with strange items like pickled potatoes.  We took our salads back to the restaurant so we could have some hot soup with the salad. We were served hot cucumber soup, which looked disgusting.  The chef came out to talk to us.  He said that the basement had a monster in it.  We agreed to go down with him and hunt the monster down. The chef had a large sharp cleaver and Jered, Furby, and I followed him down the stairs into a dark basement.  We hid behind a large wooden crate while the chef went down between two stacks of boxes.  Next thing we see is a lot of people screaming and running for their lives.  There were injured people being helped by others.  I looked at the crate we were hiding behind and stenciled across the box was "Dagon".  Jered and I raised up and looked down into the crate.  Looking up at us was the monster from the Black Lagoon. We each grabbed Furby by one hand and ran for our lives.
We made it home and watched the news about Dagon.  It was horrible.  Furby said he was from the same plaee Dagon was, and that he and Dagon had battled before.  He said that he was going to have to battle Dagon again.  Jered and I tried to talk Furby out of it because we knew he was terrified.  He was shivering in fear.

Sunday, October 20, 2013

I was having dinner with the Mikado in old Japan

I was in Japan.  I was dressed in a gold silk Kimono.  I was hurrying down the hallways of a large one story building of polished wood.  I had to take small steps, I had so many layers on.  I was someone important.  The dining room was occupied by a lot of people in kimonos, male and female.   The Mikado was on a raised dais, sitting alone against one wall.  There were long low tables along the other three walls with cushions for the diners to sit.  I hurried in, and before I could sit down, he yelled at me for being late.  He told me to come forward.  He was a very handsome man.  Several other people got up and went to the dais with me.  The lady in front of me was dressed in rich red.  She told the Mikado that he was gorgeous.  He liked that, and smirked.  I realized that all the ladies were supposed to come up and compliment him.  It was my turn and all I could think to say was "wonderful to meet you sir" and hurry from the room.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Finding my new apartment

I arrived at a building where I would be living.  It was a huge gothic monstrosity. I would be living there for the next couple of years.  The lobby was huge, made of dirty stone and lots of plants.   The chandeliers were filled with candles, and there were candlabra everywhere.  There were lots of people coming and going.  They were lined up in front of a set of elevators, the 1920s open iron type.
The front desk was piled with papers and files, and two cakes covered with bugs.  The guy at the front desk would cut himself a piece and eat it, bugs and all.  I told him my name and asked for my apt.  I was given a walking stick covered with carving and gemstons.  I was told to go to room 4128, it was on floor 41.  I had to drive to the back of the building and up a narrow path to reach the back where there was an elevator that would reach the upper floors.
I drove around the building, I was in a tiny old French car, a Citreon.  The path I drove was very narrow and there was no guardrail.  It was high up and then I saw a group of cars parked. I drove in and up a step to park in a grassy area with stone urns.  There was a huge iron gate and a sign.  It was a leprosy colony.

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

I found a transporter

My brothers and I were teenagers in Tennessee.   At the old military base in LaVergne, we found an old machine in an outbuilding in the woods. It was dusty but it polished up to be a brass and glass room with a wall of buttons and dials.  Very steampunk.   It was a transporter.  We got in it and started it.  We were transported to an old warehouse in London.  We wandered the streets and bought fish and chips.  We returned and figured out how it worked. We visited the Eiffel Tower, then the Egyptian Pyramids.  We saw the Sphinx by moonlight. We were discussing where to go next when I woke up.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

A beautiful modern casino

I seemed to be staying in a Casino.  It was a beautiful hotel and casino.  I woke and left my room.  The building seemed to be entirely empty. The lighting was subdued and the walls had golden patterned wallpaper and the floors were red patterned gambling carpet.  A typical casino like one in Las Vegas or Alcapulco.  The escalators were not working and I started walking down them.  I saw my brother Eddy.  He was also wandering about.  He asked me where everyone was.  I said I didn' know, but I had a very bad feeling about it.  We went to the gambling and store floor.  The jeweley store was trashed and there were watches and jewelery everwhere on the floor.  Broken glass was all over the floor.  We hear a shriek and an Arab man is screaming that he is ruined.  I suddenly realize that there is a bomb in the building, that was why everyone was gone.  I tried to tell the man, then Eddy and I ran out of the building.  We were in a city, but it was completely deserted.  No people, no cars, and no planes.  We started walking down the city street with huge buildings on each side of us.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Getting up for work

Over and over my husband would open the bedroom door and say time for work.   I would look and see that there was light over the top of the curtain.  It happened over and over, or at least my faint memory of the dream was over and over. I wonder why I was worried about work?  Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that Sunday is my Friday.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Third party dream

I was driving on a dark deserted road.  I made a turn going too fast and ran off the road.  The truck flipped and lay on it's side.  I crawled out.  I started pushing on the truck to get it back on it's wheels.  Then suddenly a movie started.  It was daylight and there was a man who was determined to live off the land.  He was preparing food when three kids came up.  They were about 12 years old.  Two girls and a boy.  They watched the guy and invited him to their home.  Then the kids were playing jump rope in front of a huge house.  The guy was watching them and he was dressed in a light purple shirt.  They all went into the house where the children's guardian was.  She was elaberately dressed in a beaded evening gown.  She was very angry at the man because he was in purple while she looked like a black and white film.  Next thing that happened was that the man was working on his boat where he was living.

Friday, September 13, 2013

Shootout at the doll shop

I was at a doll shop.  I bought a large basket full of dolls, clothes, accessories.  I told a woman who asked that it was all for my niece.  I left the doll shop but before I could get to my car police came running out and made us go to the other side of the shopping center.  I pushed my cart to an area full of bundles of clothing and stuff.  I hid behind one, and then remembered a gun in my purse.  I pulled it out and decided to hide in the derelic car beside me.  I climbed in and held my gun.  I looked out of the window and there were dozens of police.  My space was invaded by two men.  They pulled out guns and started shooting.  I looked out the window and there were criminals and cops everywhere.  I wondered if I could tell the difference enough to start shooting.  The two people in the car with me demanded I start shooting as well.

I went home and my husband told me the dogs got into the refridgerator and Daisy had died.  I went to the front of the house where the fridge was sitting.  Daisy was stuck in between the tines of the shelves.  I pulled her out, she was all stiff.  I was petting her and she revived.  I let her back into the house and she bounced around happy to see everyone.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Dream within a dream within a dream

I heard a noise.  I was in in bed asleep.  I got up to check and there was a huge room outside my bedroom.  It was ancient and shabby.  I walked through it searching for my kitchen.  I entered it and someone grabbed me from behind.  I struggled, the person's arm was around my throat.  He started to strangle me.  I bit down on his arm, and struggled to escape.  I awoke shaking and scared.  I got out of bed and when I opened the door, there was another, different room out the door.  I saw several people standing together talking.  I walked out into my office.  There was a lady who stopped me and said she was training two new people.  She started saying horrible things about them.  I tried to stop her because the people were just around the corner and could hear everything she said.  She threw something at me and I woke up in bed.  I got up and I heard something rustling outside the door.  I opened the bedroom door and I was in the big shabby room again.  I walked to the kitchen and was attacked.  This time the attacker had a knife.  Once again I could see no face and I couldn't tell if it were a man or woman.  I tried to escape, and there was another person there who grabbed me.  I struggled and then I woke up for real.

Sunday, August 11, 2013

I'm a djinn, aka as a Geni

This is a reoccuring dream of mine.  This time I was in a tiny oval apartment.  It was luxurious with hanging gauze and lots of pillows and carafes of wine.  I was reclining on a pillow when whoooosh, suddenly I fly upwards out of the room.  I look down, there is thick swirling blue clouds/smoke.  There is, far away, a man standing looking up at me.  I laugh and fly away.  The freedom and feel of flying is fantastic.  I am so happy while soaring up into the clouds.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Road under construction

I was driving through a tunnel under construction.  Water started pouring down my car was swept away.  I escaped and was standing above the construction watching my car spin round in the water.  The tunnel's designer started lecturing me on the problems of designing the tunnel.  I walked away and there was another workman who started lecturing me on the angles needed for proper drainage while I stood staring at a huge solid boulder that was perfectly rectangular.

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Another horrible door nightmare

I was dressed in a 1950s dress, heels and pearls.
My son was going to stay with my mom for a few days.  He was 5 years old.  I was getting his toys together.  I took an armful of stuffed animals, Jered took his suitcase, and my son carried a toy.  It was night, and there were three steps down from the door to the sidewalk.  There was a Santa Claus stuffed doll on the stair.  I told my son to grab it.  He did, and walked away with his father.  I started down the steps and the sidewalk vanished, it was all gravel and dirt.  I fell.  I was trying to get up and grab the toys when everything went cold.  I was suddenly terrified, and I ran to the house.   The door tried to slam shut on me, but I squeezed through.
 I stood in the living room when I realized my door was unlocked.  I called out to my husband and son.  No answer.
The door started  to swing open.  I ran to shut it, but I couldn't.  I looked around the door, there was my son but he was monstrous and corpselike.
I woke up in a panic, and I was in my bedroom

Saturday, July 27, 2013

On a Jury

I was living in an ancient apartment, all worn stone and tattered tapestries.  I was dressing to go to court.  I told Jered I was leaving, he said ok.  On the bed with him was a large beautiful German Shephard dog.    The dog looked at me and said, in a very cultured mellow voice, to have a nice day.
I arrived at the courthouse.  All the jurers were outside sitting in the grass. I joined them and they started accusing me of being a stealth jurer planning to hang the verdict.  They were too mean to be around, so I walked around the courthouse.  The Judge was planning with some ninja looking people to spy on the everyone.  The ninja took off bouncing around and then bounced up and disappeared into the sky.  I then saw one of the jurers being taken away in a strait jacket on a gurney.  I saw a case of cds on the ground.  I picked up the case and went to the front of the courthouse and put it on the steps.  I started back around the building and I met up the insane jurer's mother who accused me of try to keep her from taking her son away.  She was yelling at me, and her son, in the strait jacket, came up.  She kept accusing me of things, and a giant preying mantis snatched her up and ate her.  Her son freaked out.  I walked back to the rest of the jurers and we had to go into the court.  The jury seats were in a long row, not in two short rows.  As I walked to my assigned seat at the very end. jurers hissed at me and booed.  I sat down and there was a water tray next to me.  I opened an emergency package of water and drank it.  It was really messy and I was trying to clean up when I realized the trial was over and everyone left.  The lights went out in the court room.

Thursday, July 25, 2013


The odd thing about dreaming is what you remember when you wake up.  I sleep days since I work nights.  I know my dreams were long and unending seeming last "night".  All I remember is that I was in an ancient city that actually had people.  I went into a Subway.  The front wall was busted out, bricks lay on the sidewalk and in the street.  There was a cook selling the sandwiches.  The store was dark, dimly lit by a low watt bulb swinging in the breeze.  There were lots of people there buying subs.  I was with Jered.  I ordered a pastrami with mustard and vinegar.  I was given a tray with a barbque sandwich on it.  I noticed it as I went around the building looking for a table.  I was going to complain but I noticed a large cement post with a table around it and built in chairs.  I took the table, planning to wait for Jered.  There was a door in the post and a midget/dwarf/little person walked out and stood staring at me.  He started to slowly dance.

Hallway nightmares

I am walking down a hallway.  I am dressed up in heels, nylons, and a fur coat.  The hallway seemes to be in a basement.  It is very long, I can't see the end.  There are doors all along the way, with no identifying marks.  I stop at one door, I reach out and open the door.  Suddenly the door slams back shut, then it flings open while I stand frozen in terror.  Something lunges out of the door and I run.  I out run it.  I am still in the hallway.  I try to open another door.  The exact thing happens.  All the doors I try to open are on my left.  I don't try to open doors on my right.
This is a reoccuring nightmare and it can go on all night long, even after I wake up and try to think of other things to stop the nightmares.

Waking up alien

I woke up.  I was in an apt I had never seen before.  The bedroom was very bare. There was a bathroom attached to the bedroom.  I walked into the bathroom meaning to wash my face.  I looked into the mirror.   The face looking back was hairless, kind of green grey.  I had large dark round eyes. slits for nose, and a round lipless mouth.  When I pulled down my mouth, there were no teeth but there were leeches attached to my gums.  I wondered if my makeup would be able to cover this up.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013


I was ancient.  Sometimes I looked like an old lady with a mummified body.  I had a gold safety pin threaded through the veins at my wrist.  Other times I was a young woman.  I had a turtle that ate peaches and the devil always yelled at me when I opened a pack of hot dogs.  I lived in an ancient apartment in my mall.  I had been in court having my plumber arrested.  I was young.  I then left the court, became old and walked down the mall where I stopped and ate a peach, feeding a bit to my turtle.  I met another woman who had a peach loving turtle.  She was scared to let her turtle have any peach because the turtle may choke.  She opened her turtle a package of hot dogs.  Suddenly there was a deep roar from the depthes below.  She, too, was possessed and angered the devil when she opened hot dogs.  I was so happy.

Friday, July 12, 2013

I went to China

I went to China with Terri, Matt, and a randum little kid.  We went to a mall.  I was wandering around, we were supposed to meet at a restaurant/bar.  I saw that the elevator was a platform and a pole that you hold on to, and when I reached the middle of the mall I saw the mall was many stories with dead greenery hanging down and people were running through a rainstorm and hailstorm in the middle of the mall.  We tried to get into the bar by climbing through a cabinet but ended it up outside.  we spread out our coats and watched the stars.  I wondered if I could call my Mom and Dad, what time it was in America.

Thursday, July 11, 2013

desert mountains

I was on a bicycle and rode up a mountain road.  It was neither light or dark, so it was very early morning or early evening.  The desert was glowing red and orange.  The road was narrow and winding.  I came to an antique bed complete with bedding blocking the path.  I climbed over the bed and dragged the bike after me.  The bike disappeared off the bed.  I walked over to the edge of the cliff and sat down.  I had a pet beside me.  It looked like a Tasmanian Devil (the real one, not the cartoon one) .  It was striped orange, blue, green, and other colors.  We sat together and looked out at the wide expanse of desert and mesas.

Friday, July 5, 2013


I was running through an ancient forest, I emerged out into a field.  I look down and could see my brown paws as I ran.  Through the field, another forest, and then a farm field with a fence.  I jumped the fence.  I ran into a city, that was slick with rain and glowing with neon.  I trotted across a road, coming towards me was a man.  He reached down a touched my head.  I stood up and began walking.  I was a human.

Thursday, July 4, 2013


I drove to work.  I was back in Phoenix, going into the old office.  I walked into the lunch room and people ran up telling me that our boss was angry at the amount of late and sick calls in the past week.  I walked into the hallway towards my office.  There were bodies hanging from the ceiling, swaying.  Mngmt was leaving the bodies up to show what happens when we are late too often.
I stood there thinking "I really ought to call someone and report this"

Last night

I was sitting at my vanity brushing my hair.  It was a chestnut color and extended below the knees.
As I brushed my hair, on the right the hair curled upwards, and on the left it curled under.

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

We built a spaceship and headed to Mars

My Dad, a couple of his Nasa friends, and I built a spaceship to go to Mars.  It was a nice ship, with five rooms and plenty of windows.  It was carpeted in golden brown and had overstuffed chairs and sofas.  I tried to call my friends to tell them I was on the way to Mars, but my cell phone wouldn't get reception, it said no space reception on the screen.  I decided to use it to take pics of the ship.  There was a long living room and then a kitchen and den.  Then there were two bedrooms and a control room and a bathroom fixed up in 50s pink porcelain and tile.  There was a mermaid mural on the bathroom wall.  I went back to the den where my father and his Nasa friends were watching TV by the little fireplace, waiting to see the takeoff coverage from our back yard.  The lead story was sad, Nelson Mandela had died.
We landed on Mars.  I put on my spacesuit and my helmet was too small.  I went out without the helmet.
Mars was all golden and mellow lighting and soft desert sand.  There were ruins of buildings everywhere and we went out to explore them.  I looked back at our spaceship, it was a 1950s ranch house with a porch and chimney.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Dead body in the bedroom

I was living in an huge old house.  There was a funeral with all the mirrors covered and the curtains drawn.  The house was full of relatives, none of which I knew.  I was told that the house was completely filled so the coffin would rest beside my bed.
My bedroom was all dark and the coffin was open.  There was a man lying in the coffin.  I could only see that he was very thin.   I climbed into the large bed and fell asleep.  I awoke to a storm and the body was sitting up in the coffin.

Monday, June 24, 2013

Lucy and Ricky

We were Lucy and Ricky in 1950s New York.  I bought a missile and Ricky was angry at the purchase.  We were trying to sell it to Ethel and Fred, but it didn't work out.  I was able to sell the missile to some inner city kids who set it off.  It blew up a large building and we all enjoyed the explosion.

Sunday, June 23, 2013


I was at my mall.  There is a new part in the basement.  An ABC game-show where there are catagories and the audience is asked questions one person at a time.  It was my turn next, and I wanted to answer a make-up and perfume question.  The host skipped me and I was angry.  I objected and argued with the host.  I decided to leave and remembered my purse.  I went back to get my purse and pulled out the bottom of the seat.  It was filled with diamond jewelry.  I palmed two diamond bracelets in the shape of snakes and two diamond rings in the shape of the Pink Panther.  I went to the video game room where Jered Lee was playing and we planned to rob the basement.

Saturday, June 15, 2013

OMG, I grew a penis!

I woke up and found I had a penis.  I had gone through menopause and developed one. I was very disturbed.  Then my parents came by and they took over my apartment.  I didn't want anyone to know I had a penis so I went to my secret room and Googled how to get rid of it.  I couldn't find any information on how to rid myself of it.  I then decided to move everything I had into my secret room and live there.  I really wanted some privacy.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Sleep paralysis

I had a nightmare that someone grabbed me and dragged me into a Victorian era parlor where there was a coffin laid out on chairs.  They forced me into the coffin, I knew I was dreaming and tried to wake up. I was held so tightly I couldn't move an inch.  I finally forced my eyes open and I was in my bedroom but it still felt as if I was being tightly held.  I was lying on my side away from the wall so it felt like someone was behind me on the bed.  I tried to scream but that didn't work.  I was so terrified.  Slowly I was able to move then suddenly I was completely free.  I flipped over, but there was nobody in the room with me.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

I was at my mall again

I found I was working at my mall.  I was finished, and I started to explore a new wing to the mall.  It looked ancient, the doors were huge Chinese style double doors with iron fittings.  I could not enter any of the doors, I reached a split in the hall and I went left.  There was something important about being sure it was the left hand path.  There were two ancient Roman amphatheatres and a door to the outside.

The mall let out in California this time.  The houses were something out of the 1920s, except they were brand new bungalows.  The cars were old, but there was a jet plane in the sky.  There was a cluster of people talking at the mall entrance which was a street underpass.  One said, "Well, you're home Vivian"
The lady was my boss.  I started walking down the road.

I woke up and immediately started writing it in my dream journal, which was an ancient steam punk looking computer.

I was confused when I actually woke up, did I write this in my dream journal?  I check the journal.  This is the only post for the day.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

My MG vespa

My father came to visit.  He wanted to go out to the woods.  He drove his truck, and he gave me an MG one seater.  The front was one wheel and a flap with the classic MG logo.  I had to flip up the front cover and it had two little buttons.  One forward, one brake.  We went to the woods, and then returned.  The MG would turn on a dime, seeing as it had only one wheel.
I went to see a friend and a flood started.  I had to get a pony and a handicapped person out safely. I had the handicapped person drive the MG (which she called a Vespa) and I held the pony up while it sat on the back of the MG.
The FBI arrived and were annoyed that I got the pony out and was nasty about the pony riding the MG.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

My sister-in-law's house

I was at Jaque's house and for some reason she looked like Joanne Worley from the 1960s.
She was petting a doll she called antique and made me hang up all her mini dresses that looked like something out of the 1960s.  The whole apartment was 1960s

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Lizard painting

I had a large apt in a weird city.  It was huge, and decorated like something out of a 1950s movie.  Over the marble fireplace was a painting.  It was a branch hanging over a stream.  There was a dragonfly on the end.  A large lizard ran up, and tried to shovel the dragonfly into it's mouth.  The dragonfly escaped, the lizard backed out of the picture.  The dragonfly returned.

It was something out of a Harry Potter movie!

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Had one of my nightmares again

I had another one of my nightmares.  They occur occasionally. Usually when my life sucks.

I woke up hearing a scratching at my door.  I leave my bedroom and go out to the living room.  The door is wide open, and I hear steps coming close.  I run forward and slam the door just as something pushes at the door.  It has long black claws and they are curled around the door.  I am pressing against the door and something whispers to me through the door "Let me in Vivian"  I say "no, no" over and over.  It whispers "I want to come in Vivian".  I look towards the kitchen.  A pistol is on the kitchen table.There is no way I can get to it.  Suddenly I wake up terrified in bed.  I hear a scratching and I get up to see.  The living room is dark and icy cold.  The front door is wide open, and I hear something coming.

This sometimes goes on and on, other times it ends with nothing coming to the door.

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Old house and death

I was in an old mansion.  I went up the stairs, everything was dim.  Furniture was just shapes.  Someone grabbed me from behind and started choking me.  I struggled, and I realized someone was killing me.  I woke very frightened.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Stranded on an island

I found myself waking up in the dark.  It was my turn to stand guard in the ocean.  I grabbed a pair of binoculars, put on a blue zipper surf jacket and a cat and rose printed bikini bottom.  I snuck around trying not to wake the other castaways.  I got a surfboard and pushed out to the ocean.  Suddenly it was light, there were people all around me.  The ocean was dotted with skyscrapers that had been flooded. There was debris in the water.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013


I was attending college in this old building.  It was all warm wood and dim light.  I had to brush my teeth, so I ran into the bathroom. It was all dirt floors, dangling exposed wiring, and a row of open toilets with a single pedistal sink and mirror.  It was in use, so I wen down the hall to the other bathroom.  The hall lighting was like 3-5 watt bulbs every ten feet.  The other bathroom was in the same condition, so I gave up and went to the front desk. I was late and needed a late slip.  One was typed out (using an antique typewriter) and taped on a box of Booberry cereal.  I said I needed to be in the Calculus lab, the receptionist (a very friendly lady) said I couldn't have the box there.  She removed the label and pointed down the hall.  Go up three flights of stairs.  The stairs were rickety, there were missing stairs and missing handrails, so I had to climb up higher and higher.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013


I had an apt in the building where I seemed to work.  I owed a co-worker $38 for a pillow.  I went to my room to get the money for him and my husband was standing there.  He was suspicious and was demanding what I was doing.  The young man came for his money and we all three went to a concert where there was a very suspisious song sung.  The band was the Who.  Then I was alone, I was no longer living in the apt, I had a house. The young man wanted his money and I was saying I would get it when my husband drove up in a black Jeep with the lights off.  I didn't see him til he was right there.  He gave the young man the money and demanding I come inside.  I was very afraid.  I ran.
I found myself at a truckstop and I hitched a ride with a truck.  I had to sit on a piece of wood that was tied to the back of the truck and hold on for dear life.  The truch drove down a country lane and onto a melting iced over lake.  It went from summer to winter.  The people in the truck were impressed I stayed on and they gave me a gas container with some gas. I put it, and a silk scarf, in the front seat of a car parked at the truckstop and went into the bathroom.

Friday, March 8, 2013

Sherlock in Florida

I was searching most of the night and ended up in Florida.  Sherlock and John (of the British TV show Sherlock) were investigating something.  John had to jump into a nasty swimming pool to retrieve evidence.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013


All night I dreamed of searching.  I was searching for Asgard (the Viking land) through cold forests, I was searching for dragons in the desert, and finally I was searching for spare change to buy  a Hershey bar in a weird old city.  I found a folded and rolled bill, which I carefully unfolded to find a Chinese bill with a 20 on it.  I went into a bank, which had dirty cracked floors and counter.  The teller was sitting on a bar stool in front of an old brass cash register.  She said she could convert the bill, and she grabbed a candlestick phone to get a current quote on it's value.

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Dreams of pain

I had a migraine that wouldn't respond to barbituates.  I finally fell asleep and dreamed of pain.  I was walking through an empty city with a huge hole in my forehead.  I found a tall bed and curled up pressing my head against the cool iron bars.

Friday, February 8, 2013

Attacked and fighting for my life

I was in another state for some sort of business convention.  I had a room in an ancient multi story apt building.  My husband was with me.  He flipped out and attacked me in our room.  I escaped and ran, trying to scream.  I could not make a sound.  I ran down the stairs, there were people living in the hallways.  They ignored my pleas to call 911.  There was a family clustered around a fire.  They just waved me away.  There was a lady in a bed on another landing.  I made it outside where my husband grabbed me around the throat. I escaped.  Outside was very green.  Someone saw what was happening and called the police. They took my husband away.  I decided to call my office and take a couple of weeks off and go to my Mom.


I walked into my bedroom and saw a beautifully wrapped package all done up in dark and light red sitting on my bed.  I unwrapped the package, and there was a beautiful gold cat pendant with diamond eyes and a ruby collar.  I held it up and it sparkled in the light.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

I had a great dream

but I forgot it.  It is strange how a dream doesn't make as strong of a memory as something real does.  I even lay in bed thinking about the dream.  But then pooof!  It's gone.

Wednesday, January 30, 2013


Last night I was on Amazon trying to buy a painting of Mrs Danvers.  I was in a bright and meadow with a lot of people having some sort of meeting.  I saw Bertie Wooster at the meeting, and he said Jeeves was ill and couldn't make it.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

History of the Mall

I remember I had to drive up a twisting steep road to find a special bookstore I loved to shop at.  I would find such wonderful treasures like Return of Dracula by Bram Stoker, or Simon Sells His Soul by Dennis Wheatley, or more Tom Holts, Lone Rangers, Nancy Drews, or especially more books about Satan, devils, vampires....all these books that don't exist.  (the bookstore was the forerunner of Ur Kindle)

One day the bookstore had a sign saying "Moving" and that the street would be torn down.  The store was moving into The Mall.  I couldn't find The Mall.

One day, I drove up a steep road with no side rails, wide as a small car, and going nearly straight up.  I could see the street like a ribbon entering into a square building.  I kept driving, there were no exits.  I drove into the building and I had to get out of the car.  I walked along this walkway with windows like a large carwash.  My car was actually a truck, and it was swimming across the room.  The water was deep and dark.  There were few lights.  I made it to the end of the room and found my car waiting, it was a car again.
There was a narrow ribbon of road that went straight down.  I drove down it and found the parking lot of The Mall.  It was a medium size mall with my bookstore, a few cool jewelry and clothing shops.  There was a vintage clothing shop with 1920s vamp and flapper clothes.

I visited The Mall off and on for a few year.  My life was going well, and The Mall was adding new and unique stores.   Then one day, the bookstore was gone.  In it's place was a discount bookstore filled with ordinary books.  My vintage clothing shop was gone as well.  The variety store was still there selling gorgeous and strange item.  Then, it too disappeared.  There came the day that the mall only contained the discount bookstore, a knockoff fake clothing shop, and a $1 type store.  I wandered the rest of The Mall.  It was empty, there were lighting fixtures falling from the ceiling.  When I went down a corridor that once ended in a Wine and flatbread restaurant, I found it opening into a huge warehouse with broken windows.  There were groups of homeless people warming their hands over barrels of fire.  I climbed out of a broken window.  The Mall was sitting on a cliff, ten miles below was the ocean.  There was a dense and scary forest on one side, and a golden, empty desert on the other side.  I had to crawl along the cliff, around the desert to the other side to find the giant parking space empty except for three cars.  One was mine.

The Mall disappeared from my dreams for a few years, my life was pretty rough.  Things started getting better, and one day I was at the doors of The Mall.  It was new, huge carved out of sandstone, still perched on the cliff.  The stores were coming back.  My shops never came back, but others did.  I wandered through the huge mall and I saw a sign saying the Ming Dynasty room was after the next room.  The next room was the Room of Insurance Salesmen.  They flocked around me like a pack of vultures.

One night, I had to go to the airport.  I walked through empty wet streets and climbed over a earthmoving machine.  I was at the mall.  I went through it and took the stairs, wide and marble, up to the top floor.  It opened up at the roof with an entire airport on top the mall.  There was a tower in corner.  A real tower, overlooking the ocean.

Another night, I was apt shopping with my husband.  We went to The Mall's tower.  It was miles high, and filled with apts and shops.  We were given an apt 10 miles up.  There was a huge stone window and a tiny balcony.  If you looked down, you saw the ocean.  I was thrilled at the apt.  It was small, but it was 1 floor up from a Sees Candy Store.

Mass murder, mayhelm, socks, and poodles

I was working at a combination office/produce market.  I saw a cousin of mine come in, and we chatted.  He had a friend with him.  They left.  I found out the cousin was going to be a mass murderer and the future police were after him and my cousin.  The future policeman was my husband.  The future mass murderer was   going to be in love with Theda Bara.  She and I decided to track him down after I finish work and we go across the hall for a movie.  I had to knit a pair of socks, so i climbed up a tall filing cabinet and used the top drawer as a seat as I knitted socks with my antique circular knitting machine.

Then I go meet Theda at the entrance to the movie.  I had Pugglesworth, my pug that had turned into a white poodle.  I put my diamond bracelet around her neck.  We sat down to wait to enter the theatre, but we got notified that the murderer and my cousin were near.  Theda loosened her hair and looked appealing.  Pugglesworth wandered off.  The future police came by dragging my cousin.

We were told we needed to go search.  We left and entered an underground base/city where we met up with my husband.  I asked for Pugglesworth and my purse.  He gave me my purse, but said Puggles was helping to track down the murderer.

I wandered around searching for Puggles.

I have seen Theda a few times in my dreams.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Driving to work

I dressed and went to work.  The road was cracked and broken, the city was in ruins.  As I drove, the car window fogged over until I was looking out through a tiny clear spot.  It started pouring down rain, and I worried that I would be late.  The landscape was filled with twisted black trees, and the road turned into a path.  There was a car behind me, and suddenly I realized that the car was going to kill me.  I went even faster, and I could see less and less.  Finally I stopped.  The rain stopped and the sun came out.  I was on a cliff right in the middle of a giant mountain.  There was no road, forward or back.  I was trapped.

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

I was at a movie theatre

I was at a movie theatre yesterday, with a box of popcorn.  The movie was a mystery of some type.  Some guy behind me hit me with a pillow.  I cried out and grabbed the pillow.  Mngt came in and said I was disturbing the movie and even though I protested, I was kicked out.  I climbed through a barricade to ask for my money back.  I also ordered a tub of buttered popcorn.  The movie returned me 46 cents.  The popcorn cost $7.  I had a few blank white sheets that they took for payment.  The tub of popcorn was small, and it had about a cup of kosher type salt and a few bits of candy in it.  No butter, no popcorn.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Night terrors, lions, and spiders

This dream was very strange.  I dreamed I was asleep.  I woke up and saw a gigantic human sized spider coming down from the ceiling.  I screamed in terror, and a large lion started roaring at me.  I levitated out of bed and hit the floor.  My husband was staring down at me yelling at me to wake up.
He said I screamed, and he woke up.  He started to wake me up, and I screamed and tried to escape.
He was glad I didn't hit him.  I said I wasn't stupid enough to strike a lion.