It is a recurring dream. I don't understand it because I love planes and flying. I have seen a plane crash, but I had the dream before the crash.
This time, I was driving. I was in a city, I had the instructions to go somewhere. I needed to be there, but why? I don't know. I am looking at a map while at a red light. I look in my side mirror. There is a jumbo jet heading towards me. It is obviously in distress. I take off, running the red light. The plane follows. I desperately drive faster, I can see the plane sliding along the road, destroying everything in it's path. It's wings are taking out buildings. I am on the phone to 911 desperately describing everything. I make a hard right turn. The plane slides past me and as I try to accelerate down the open road (there are no other cars) the plane explodes. My jeep is engulfed in flames.
I have this dream maybe once a year. Sometimes I am walking down a city street and the plane is skidding along and I run. Other times I am driving. I assume it has something to do with circumstances being beyond my control. It is horrific. Sometimes I am killed, other times I try to help others, and sometimes I am stuck on 911 not understanding what I am saying.
I have never been afraid of flying, in fact I am excited every time something has gone wrong in a flight. I love major storms and rough flights. I always try to sit at the window and I want to sit in the back so if we crash, I can see it. I don't concern myself with things I can't control. I just enjoy them. This dream is disturbing. I cannot be afraid of flying, I love planes. Why do I have these dreams?